apology · tonight

i'm sorry,
my love

i sat with it. i replayed it. and i made you this so the words land better than they did last night.

us, last weekend
the way i love you
how it feels with you
a letter, in my own handwriting
i'm sorry. i replayed the whole thing, and you were right — i wasn't listening, i wasn't soft, i wasn't the version of me that you deserve. i don't want to fight my way out of this with words. i just want to be better, starting now. you, always.

— yours, always

what i did:
i shut down. i didn't hear you out.
why it hurt:
because you needed me, and i made you feel small.
how i fix it:
slow down. listen first. soft hands.
if you can find it in you, tap below ↓

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